Friday, July 30, 2010

I've been distant, Sorry about that.

And the winner is................................... Jess of Polished Lyrics, Congrats Dear! Check her blog out http://jesserka.blogspot.com/

Below is a pic of my perfectly wonderful helper who drew the winning slip, This is my Daughter Alanna, I love her very much!!! Thanks Alanna for Helping Mommy!!!
So why the absence, Well it's been rough and busy here lately. I'm trying to get a job my unemployment runs out in 2 weeks and I've been running around to temp agency's and taking online courses to sharpen my skills but still no luck.... I will keep trying. Honestly I'm scared and stressed to the max I have no savings and no one to turn to. So I really need to find a 9-5! Also I'm hoping to get a weekend job at my Dollar Tree! Hopefully soon I will be working 7 days a week. Also my children leave for their annual 2 week Vacation with their dad tomorrow morning. I'm so happy that their dad always has the finances to take are kids on a nice vacation every year. I miss them soooo much when they are gone but I just keep telling myself that they are having the time of their lives and that makes me feel better again. I was really hoping to have a job by now, so it's kind of depressing too. Also my Sister moved out after 19 months of living with me. This should be awesome!!!! But She's being very immature and is not speaking to me which is really disappointing considering all me and the kids have gone thru/sacrificed to help her when she needed it. On top of not speaking to me she also is unable to take a lot of her furniture with her so it's my responsibility to find a new home for it. And she still has another load left in the garage to pick up. Hopefully by the time the kids get home, I will have 2 jobs and the garage magically transformed into their play room again. Anyways I'm stressed, busy and a little depressed. I will try and post regularly as much as I can. But have no fear, I won't give up!

10 comments:

  1. Sorry to hear about all the bad stuff going on right now. If I hear of any jobs in the area I'll let you know. Down here is a too far right? I'll still keep an eye out though, check city government too, might not get on right away and they might not have many positions but if you can at least get on the "list" that's a start.

    Thank you ma'am for all the pretties!

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  2. Ugh, sorry to hear about your sister. But what a beautiful daughter you have! Congrats to Jess!

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  3. Keep ur head up! its not an instant fix,,, but try USAJOBS.gov and see if there are jobs in ur area.

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  4. Aw sorry life is sucking for you right now.

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  5. Hang in there on the job search and retrieve. Its out there...and I LOVE your positive outlook on your the kid's dad and their opportunity for a vacay. You sound fabulous!

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  6. I'm so sorry your going through all this. Family can be the best and worst people in your life. Are your Mom & Dad still with you? I know something will turn up. I'll pray that it does. I know how much you love your kids. It's good that their Dad takes them for two weeks. Maybe things will turn around then and you can get yourself settled. Love you.

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  7. Jess - Haha the Sounder goes there right? lol! IDK how far is too far. I have applied to some city Gov. Jobs alredy, They seem like great jobs.

    Aurora's Nails- Thanks! See is!!!

    Anonymous - Thanks for the tip I will check out this site.

    MissMidnightBlue - LOL! Thanks

    Lacquer Ware for Tips and Toes - Thanks I wasn't always so great about it. Bitter woman take time to heal, but now that I have I try to be the best I can be. Thanks for making me feel good about myself!

    Lucy - my mom got her own place along time ago. Since about Jan. my dad comes and goes and still has a key and his stuff here, but I have a lot more alone time now. I'm hoping they do, I luv you too Lucy!!!

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  8. I'm sorry you're going through this. Try to stay positive. Hopefully the temp agencies will find something for you soon.

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  9. Things have a way of working themselves out. Everything will be OK. I'm sure of it.

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  10. Don't stress about the sister issues. Sell her stuff on craigslist if she doesn't want it. That'll give you some extra money to scrape by AND empty your garage ASAP!

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